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*goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew,
You were the one i loved,
The one thing that i tried to hold on to-
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew,
You were the one i loved,
The one thing that i tried to hold on to.
And when the stars fall i will lie awake,
You're my shooting star.
dont ask me why i put that in there. but i did.
well today was crappy. i really dont feel like telling you about the movies. because it was stupid boring and pointless.
sean forgot about me on the phone. i hung up after waiting an hour.
im tired of his bullshit.
i wish i was strong. maybe id do something to make him take me seriously. he doesnt no how much i love him....i dont think he cares.
im dpressed. and i dont wanna be around anymore.
the plays over. sothere goes my occupy of time. damn back to being lonely.
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: yeah
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: im really sad
GarnettFan4lf: its ok
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: for somereason
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: i just am
GarnettFan4lf: ive got it worse so u can jus make fun of me
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: i dunno what you define as worse
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: because im pretty fricken sad
GarnettFan4lf: well lets see the girl i want to be with more than life itself wont go with me cuz we are too close......i cant focus on wrestling cuz of it
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: ok
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: heres mine
GarnettFan4lf: ok
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: my mom haes me, i have a cold, i am torn between keeping ym boyfriend who doesnt care what i think,or leaving him for nothing. my play is over which means all my occupied time is gone. i amf faiing almost all my classes and i feel like cutting again.
GarnettFan4lf: u cut ill kill u
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: and how would you know...another reason why i am sad...n oone cares how i am.
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: or would they even no
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: because they dont take that split sec. to no something is wrong
GarnettFan4lf: hello wtf do u think im doing
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: and maybe because i have like almost no friends
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: its maybe just the thing...that only you would no.
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: not even sean payattention anymore GarnettFan4lf: im sry
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: its not your fault you shouldnt be sorry.
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: im a dumb ass
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: why am i even bothering you with this stuff?
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: why do i always do that
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: when someone has a problem
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: i end up telling them all of mines
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: im so stupid and i hate myself...
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: gah
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: i need to just go awqya
GarnettFan4lf: i love u 2
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: **away
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: what?
GarnettFan4lf: idk
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: umm
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: ok LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: were you being sarcastic>/
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: ?
GarnettFan4lf: no
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: then im confused
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: i didnt say i love you.
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: ...
GarnettFan4lf: i know
GarnettFan4lf: took ur mind off it didnt it LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: sometimes you wierd me out brian...but i love you anyway
GarnettFan4lf: yay
LeStHaNjAkEfReEk: with your little mind games
the end.
*dani