tired of the petty bullshit, waitin for my life to start
So I'm moved in. But im going to florida tomorrow with thalia. Stefana calls me an adventurer....yeah my life is just one dangerous fucking excursion. No but really...whoa stefana's dad just called me. looking for...Ann?? whos this "Ann", stefana? Yo, wrong number indeed. Anywho, I need a RELIABLE car. so i dont have to constantly rely on my sister. Por ejemplo, it would be conveniant during those times i decided to walk to her house hungover looking for a ride, before she finds me asleep in her front yard. that just gets old after a while, mann. So no more Cold Stone for me. I am now a Herrells employee. Go meeee.. that wasn't supposed to rhyme. Um about that whole college search thing. I'm not gonna call it "senioritis" because thats some bizarre excuse coined by a lazy motherfucker who didnt attempt to figure out why motivation for his priviliged life was scarce. Anyway, i kinda got over college searching before it started. a few months ago i was sooo pumped to start looking and to get outta here. now the thought of paying thousands of dollars for more bullshit makes me gag. it doesnt have to be bullshit though, its what you make of it i guess. I assumed that all of these changes that are happening this summer, were going to occur a year from now. It just caught me off guard. It's not like I'm not used to it, but maybe the best change in my life would be stability, constitency etc. Thankfully I'll have time to really think about what i really want to do, instead of what i think i SHOULD do.
mmmm what i would give for a Santorini sunset right now. and a Greek man to dance with me and say "I buy you drink?"
Thinking back Greece was so serene yet so and unnecessarily dramatic. Like a ginormous episode of the real world, but more substantial and fulfilling of course.
Where was i going with this...Nowhere, right. When i get home next saturday, we're gonna hang out, don't think i forgot about you because i didnt. There are a few people i need to see before they scurry away to college land. Don't forget about me :( i guess thats what im trying to sayy I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU! for serious. <3
I need to dance. When Victoria calls to tell me about classes with Mollye Maxner, i simply say, no sir. isn't it obvious that she hates me? Hellooooooo. its okay though, im dancing at Smith in a couple weeks, hopefully thats worth my while.
If you read this entire thing, good for you. You are officially bored out of your fucking mind. Go read a book. I hear the new Harry Potter is out. Whatev, im not into it and a lot of my closest friends get really offended by this fact. Except T-
mmmm what i would give for a Santorini sunset right now. and a Greek man to dance with me and say "I buy you drink?"
Thinking back Greece was so serene yet so and unnecessarily dramatic. Like a ginormous episode of the real world, but more substantial and fulfilling of course.
Where was i going with this...Nowhere, right. When i get home next saturday, we're gonna hang out, don't think i forgot about you because i didnt. There are a few people i need to see before they scurry away to college land. Don't forget about me :( i guess thats what im trying to sayy I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU! for serious. <3
I need to dance. When Victoria calls to tell me about classes with Mollye Maxner, i simply say, no sir. isn't it obvious that she hates me? Hellooooooo. its okay though, im dancing at Smith in a couple weeks, hopefully thats worth my while.
If you read this entire thing, good for you. You are officially bored out of your fucking mind. Go read a book. I hear the new Harry Potter is out. Whatev, im not into it and a lot of my closest friends get really offended by this fact. Except T-