Big Problems, Bigger Plans.
I'm in the slow and familiar process of attempting to organize my life. It seems as though I often find myself so frustrated with my lack of consistency that I react in a manic and obsessive way. These episodes of "getting my shit together" are typically short lived. Evidence of them can be found in various notebooks hidden around my room. There have got to be at least twenty of them by now.
I do have hope that this time will be much more successful given that my motivation isn't induced by panic. I've realized how blessed I am. I am afforded wonderful opportunities and I know and have access to brilliant minds and amazing resources.
Though struggling to find balance between full-time school and three, yes, three part time jobs, I am making it a huge priority to get my website functioning. The site will act as a hub for all things Ashley, providing links to my videos, my music, my art, my crafts, my writing, the things I like, the things I'm trying to sell. I am very enthusiastic about having everything in one place. I'm a bit relieved that this enthusiasm is not complete obsession as it tends to be. It may take a little while. But I am going to do this.
I do have hope that this time will be much more successful given that my motivation isn't induced by panic. I've realized how blessed I am. I am afforded wonderful opportunities and I know and have access to brilliant minds and amazing resources.
Though struggling to find balance between full-time school and three, yes, three part time jobs, I am making it a huge priority to get my website functioning. The site will act as a hub for all things Ashley, providing links to my videos, my music, my art, my crafts, my writing, the things I like, the things I'm trying to sell. I am very enthusiastic about having everything in one place. I'm a bit relieved that this enthusiasm is not complete obsession as it tends to be. It may take a little while. But I am going to do this.