Jan 01, 2010 23:09
It's always unfortunate to misjudge people. I feel like it happens to me way too often. I am so beyond hurt right now that the people I spent most of my time with for four years don't even think to invite me to a party they're all at. Especially after I have a party a week earlier where they basically trash my house and break my fucking TOILETS. We all used to be so close, what happened? Why the hell did I get left out, when all the people who have caused problems and did a lot of fucked up things remain unscathed? Even the people that are generally considered annoying were there and mingling. What the fuck, really?
I didn't even get a phone call from any of them.
I'm trying to cut the negativity out in 2010 as my resolution, and this is not the way to start the year right. I can't help but wonder if there's something wrong with me and why I'm really so disappointed.