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I have been played a fool... a big fool, for years.
I don't want to be bitter. I want to be able to trust and to love. And I always thought I had two people to look up to... at least to show me that trust and love is possible. Now all of that... well it never even existed.
Anything that comes from something evil in the first place, I mean... how can that be a good thing? Love is foolish.
Fuck. This hurts so much.
11 days... bleh.
I don't want to be bitter. I want to be able to trust and to love. And I always thought I had two people to look up to... at least to show me that trust and love is possible. Now all of that... well it never even existed.
Anything that comes from something evil in the first place, I mean... how can that be a good thing? Love is foolish.
Fuck. This hurts so much.
11 days... bleh.