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Sigh. Today I went to the outlets with my mom and close friend. It was fun....i think. Its still hard to tell if something is fun. I ate half of a sandwich, a bite of pizza, and a few fries today. I believe I had under 1,000 calories today. I feel sick to my stomach. I almost threw up just thinking about how much I ate today. Why am I so gross!
Suicide is still an option. I really feel like I don't deserve to live. I am so miserable so what is the point. People can rationalize it all they want, but I still have my opinions.
I haven't been sleeping. It gets very boring and very lonely when you are up all night with nothing to do except fester in my own thoughts. I don't really know what to do. Life just kinda sucks.
Suicide is still an option. I really feel like I don't deserve to live. I am so miserable so what is the point. People can rationalize it all they want, but I still have my opinions.
I haven't been sleeping. It gets very boring and very lonely when you are up all night with nothing to do except fester in my own thoughts. I don't really know what to do. Life just kinda sucks.