I told him
Its been a month and a half and we all have our fair shares or misunderstandings and miscommunications when it comes to relationship.But nothing that cant be contained as far as yet. His paranoia frustrates me sometimes ,most of the time actually but that was one of the reason why i fall for him. Maybe because im paranoid myself and also perhaps his every imperfections are just so perfect for me.
The closer i get to him the more scared i become but i will courage myself to keep him with me because he's worth my effort. Now, at this very moment i shall declare that i love him so relentlessly and wrecklessly that every imposibilities and fears i always faced and or fear to face becomes very comfortable and easy when im with him. And if he ever were to walk out from my life i am certain that i will be as deeply hurt as i was for the first time.
And so here i am again taking a big risk of wreckless abandoned all in the name of someone i love.