Don't Cry

[prettylolalita]

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like first puff of cigarettes, first sip of black coffee, first sumptious bite of dark chocolate all at once
head spinning, thumb twitching, feet elevated i think,
the past comes flashes through the present and the present forward me to future
twisted stomach, nauseating but somehow i liked it
sort of high sort of depressingly low, see-saw and im in between
ear phone plugged into my ear listening to an epic tune,
beings around me stop, only i and the melodies are present, are living, moving, spinning
silhouttes of a man reaching out to me, giving me a presence of obscurity
yet that obscurity give me security of my present state
hold me, wrapped me and bring me back into a world of normality