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More and more I'm starting to feel aggravated and disgusted everytime I see him. The awkward conversations and hint of uninterest make me cringe. How the fuck can you spend almost every day for nearly 2 weeks with a person and then all of a sudden decide you don't give a damn about them. Makes me want to throw up. I don't fucking understand how people can just act like nothing ever happened. I thought by "lets be friends" it meant lets actually try to be friends instead of make excuses about how our schedules conflict and this and that. Like you even bother to know anymore. I adore how you just hardly acknowledge me as I walk past and only give a slight "hey" like you didn't see me coming from 30 feet back. I like how I have to call out to you to make you come talk to me most of the times. It just makes me so angry. Thats what I get for jumping into things with people I hardly know. People can only try to be something different for so long. I am tired of being an expirimental stage. Get over yourself. Either be a real friend, or leave it to the slight acknowledgements. I don't think I even want to be friends anymore. I am so annoyed.
Thank you for your bullshit lies and sweet talk. Thank you for just allowing yourself to be another name on my list. I'm so over this.
Thank you for your bullshit lies and sweet talk. Thank you for just allowing yourself to be another name on my list. I'm so over this.