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so i think i've figured a lot out this week. about myself mostly, and why i act the way i do sometimes. i've looked over these past like 8th months and realized how much i would have done differently. it's only usually when u have an extreme emotion, whether it is happy one, or a sad one it seems, when u actually learn something important about life. i know how i want my life to be, but sometimes it is not always easy to obtain that ideal lifestyle. basically, i can't wait for college. it seems like all the mistakes and regrets would be gone and i'd be in a new chapter of life with a lot more to look forward to and learn. i want to meet new people. i'm sick of the same old same old b/s
anyways...
my brother came home today. collin and chris and i went bowling tonight. i haven't bowled in forever. i dont even remember the last time i went. i bowled a 98 and a 63. i was trying to bowl a 69 :[ but that didn't fall through. i've been playing wii a lot. its so amazing. u know what else is amazing? getting drunk. i really hope i can get drunkkkk soon. st patty's day is coming up.
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so i think i've figured a lot out this week. about myself mostly, and why i act the way i do sometimes. i've looked over these past like 8th months and realized how much i would have done differently. it's only usually when u have an extreme emotion, whether it is happy one, or a sad one it seems, when u actually learn something important about life. i know how i want my life to be, but sometimes it is not always easy to obtain that ideal lifestyle. basically, i can't wait for college. it seems like all the mistakes and regrets would be gone and i'd be in a new chapter of life with a lot more to look forward to and learn. i want to meet new people. i'm sick of the same old same old b/s
anyways...
my brother came home today. collin and chris and i went bowling tonight. i haven't bowled in forever. i dont even remember the last time i went. i bowled a 98 and a 63. i was trying to bowl a 69 :[ but that didn't fall through. i've been playing wii a lot. its so amazing. u know what else is amazing? getting drunk. i really hope i can get drunkkkk soon. st patty's day is coming up.
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