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Couldn't beat it forever. So feeling rather ill, in the wrong week.
I think I've dug myself a deep hole but no-ones been polite enough to tell me that.
I'm trying to arrange my photography stuff but that seems to be caving in all around me. My final year and its colapsing on top of me.
I've started doing write ups of my work and research but its the images that are so hard to get. And I have been very complacent and it has worked against me.
I got my camera back now so im really raring to go again, and I got my diffuser for my flash which seems to be working nicely and I'm so desperate to try it out now.
I need to loosen up and really just become focused at where I want to head. I'm trying to get some work experience as well.
I need to work on myself just becomming strictly work focused in my relationships. I'm to shy and scared around people. And thats really got to stop because I'm just getting walked over and becomming a waste of space.
I'm defiantly building up some aggression now. Hopefully it will turn into passion.
I will be so happy when I got these final major projects out the way!!
I think I've dug myself a deep hole but no-ones been polite enough to tell me that.
I'm trying to arrange my photography stuff but that seems to be caving in all around me. My final year and its colapsing on top of me.
I've started doing write ups of my work and research but its the images that are so hard to get. And I have been very complacent and it has worked against me.
I got my camera back now so im really raring to go again, and I got my diffuser for my flash which seems to be working nicely and I'm so desperate to try it out now.
I need to loosen up and really just become focused at where I want to head. I'm trying to get some work experience as well.
I need to work on myself just becomming strictly work focused in my relationships. I'm to shy and scared around people. And thats really got to stop because I'm just getting walked over and becomming a waste of space.
I'm defiantly building up some aggression now. Hopefully it will turn into passion.
I will be so happy when I got these final major projects out the way!!