Sep 18, 2005 16:38
All the first years are goths.
Which is interesting, as I got the townie year.
O wells...
I'm not a goth but the first years sure as hell look more interesting than my group!!
I think im decided. I want to go to university to get away from being here and have a bit of a re-birth.
I'm feeling rather lonely an miserable but thats all due to me being rather stupid and following some very stupid routes. I'm already regretting them but theres nothing I can do about it until next summer. Going to university could also be the worst thing, with me taking a leap into debt and everything. But I'm hoping for some kind of quick fix that I'm more than ready to work at.
Too be honest most people I know used university as a form of running anyways from their past, and I'm no different, I just wish I did it a damn year earlier!!
*bashes head relentlessly on the keyboard*
I'm in a dead end relationship with everything...someone please come and burst my bubble!!
I'm laughing at myself, always a good sign.