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I don't think I'm happy.
My feet are cold and I'm rather awkward.
I keep having flashes of how much more fun I was actually having last year, and how I wish in some way I could just go back.
Join the army of everyones who wish they could go back in time.
I'm thinking now that I might go to uni or something. Just to get away for a while, a year or two or three. Come back and re-start.
Its an expensive way to do it, a holiday now seems much cheaper, but when I think of the stuff I could afford or the car I could pay off. A holiday seems stupid and a useless waste of time until I have a job.
I can't let £2,000 go. Thats my car paid off!! Or thats a medium format camera brought!! Or something much more useful than going on holiday with someone who I'd only end up argueing with.
Like every holiday before that, nitter natter nitter natter.
lol I've never had a relaxing holiday, not since I was a kid and I was easily content with just playing in the park at the caravan site.
I suppose its good to have a moan and a grumble every now and then.
Even If it seems that thats all I do.
My feet are cold and I'm rather awkward.
I keep having flashes of how much more fun I was actually having last year, and how I wish in some way I could just go back.
Join the army of everyones who wish they could go back in time.
I'm thinking now that I might go to uni or something. Just to get away for a while, a year or two or three. Come back and re-start.
Its an expensive way to do it, a holiday now seems much cheaper, but when I think of the stuff I could afford or the car I could pay off. A holiday seems stupid and a useless waste of time until I have a job.
I can't let £2,000 go. Thats my car paid off!! Or thats a medium format camera brought!! Or something much more useful than going on holiday with someone who I'd only end up argueing with.
Like every holiday before that, nitter natter nitter natter.
lol I've never had a relaxing holiday, not since I was a kid and I was easily content with just playing in the park at the caravan site.
I suppose its good to have a moan and a grumble every now and then.
Even If it seems that thats all I do.