Nov 05, 2005 22:29
fuck man
work is ghetto...and the people there usually just suck ass...im fucking bored and life is well...i dunno life
i miss rob...and i miss angelica...an di miss..i dunno feeling loved
im such a pathetic drama queen
i think some one should slap ,me id do i but then agen id prolly never stop so yeah...
i also havn't been seeing my therapist like i should...its been like a friggen month...i need medication...or sumthing
to get my mind of these fucked up things i sometimes wish that i would get into some horrible accident and get amnesia so id forget everything...that would be amazing
...i need a white room man....
good news thought im going to england during march break...my mums uncle barry sed hed help pay for my flight:D hehe im excited about that...ill prolly run away there tho and like never wanna go home...i wanna start a new life some where else under a different name
....fuck rob...fuck him for doing this shit to me...id prolly feel a whole bunch better if we didn't leave things the way we did...no proper goodbye or a hugg...mebbie im just dreaming i unno well im going for my last smoke for the night and then im off to bed...:S
no work till next weekend!!! IM LOVIN' IT!
mmm gay porn is fucking hot...2 guys..nver though it would be as hot as it wus...nyce:-D