well, on a random monday..
prescott in about 45 minutes, give or take some. i'm dreading it and don't know why. i mean it'll be wonderful to be up there, the nice air, not thinking of all my drama that only exists in my head..i'm completely drama free at the moment yet my brain is still filled with bullshit thoughts. i hate people, i love people, i hate school, i love school. i swear i'm a walking contradiction. i can't wait to see my dad, it's been a month or so, i need a father/daughter chat, even though i know it'll resort in some bullshit argument, i love my dad. i have hella homework that i probably won't end up doing, bet my life on it. i'm trying to drop chem, i swear the teacher hates me. damn. i'm over zane, that's great news in my book, not that it was a long lived love or anything, just a little crush, but all in all i'm over it, and i'm glad. i'm thrilled that i've made some new friends and gotten closer with my old ones. life is good. but overall, i just don't wanna leave this town. There's something about it that kills me everytime i leave, maybe the thought that i won't be back, maybe the thought that something will change and i will realize it's not so great afterall, who knows, but i just hate leaving. homecoming in a little over a month, changed my date about three times and am dateless again, hah, that's my life. i need to pack, it's amazing how much i'll forget and miss over a 3 day weekend..i'm out though, have a wonderful weekend.
get crunk wit' it.
get crunk wit' it.