Progress Report
I managed to lose almost 10lbs since the end of February. I still have so much weight to lose that I'm not jumping for joy this time, just trying to maintain and keep on losing. Someone brought in fresh Panera Bread bagels but I resisted. I thought, mmm, they look good. But what do I want more? A fattening bagel or even more weight loss. I'm up to about an hour of cardio a day, either on the elliptical or doing bellydancing. I love the belldancing, I'm not that coordinated but it's fun and I don't hate myself so much when I do as compared to other forms of exercise. Still doing pilates, too. I'm puking up anything more 200-300 calories, too. I know that's not good, but I don't care. I can't care, not when I have so much to lose!!! My mood is improving, mostly cause I was really feeling like dying and my shrink upped my meds by a ton. Whatever works, huh?
My hubby and I are looking to buy a house but eveything is either too expensive or too small and ugly but affordable. Grr. I actually don't mind a fixer-upper but soon my student loans will kick in and I'm not sure I'll have all the extra money to put into the new house. Which makes buying one we don't need to work on appealing but also nervewracking because of the huge price. I'm supposed to get a raise at one in the next couple months but I'm so down on myself I am not sure it'll be a good one. I'd work as a stripper for extra money once I'm skinnier but I'm not sure how well that work out if a co-worker showed up at the bar. Hahaha, that would be kinda funny actually. I don't mind showing off when I'm skinny though, it's just boobs and ass, right?
Hope you are all doing well! Hugs and kisses, TK
My hubby and I are looking to buy a house but eveything is either too expensive or too small and ugly but affordable. Grr. I actually don't mind a fixer-upper but soon my student loans will kick in and I'm not sure I'll have all the extra money to put into the new house. Which makes buying one we don't need to work on appealing but also nervewracking because of the huge price. I'm supposed to get a raise at one in the next couple months but I'm so down on myself I am not sure it'll be a good one. I'd work as a stripper for extra money once I'm skinnier but I'm not sure how well that work out if a co-worker showed up at the bar. Hahaha, that would be kinda funny actually. I don't mind showing off when I'm skinny though, it's just boobs and ass, right?
Hope you are all doing well! Hugs and kisses, TK