Pretend I'm talking about you, then you might get it.
when's the last time you were trying to be yourself and not trying to make everyone like you or trying to make someone jealous/impressed/etc? i mean really, i hear so much gossip and its like, do people really have nothing better to do in life? i think thats why its considered so terrible when i'd just rather stay home sometimes. society has made it seem like if ur not included in someone else's business, then u have no business of ur own. ya, its cool to go out and have fun...but why is it bad when u have enough security and self esteem that u can just say, ya know what i dont feel like going out. it seems to me that a lot of people feel the need to surround themselves with a lot of people in order to get attention. ya, its great getting attention, trust me i crave the spot light myself sometimes...but jesus, why are people so insecure about themselves that they cant be alone for a night? i just think its really pathetic when people have to constantly send out a message telling everyone, ya, i'm popular, or ya, i have a cool bf/gf, or ya, so and so wants to hook up with me. i mean, isnt this really just trying to affirm to urself that ur wanting in some way? if u can convice ur peers that ur wanted, is that what locks that fact into place? i just think its sad that so much time is wasted in trying to make others jealous of who u talk to or who ur dating or who u could hook up with. i mean really guys, i'd be more impressed if u could turn ur cell phone off for a week and not go out because then i'd know ur secure enough about urself to do that. if u think i'm talking about u, then ur probably right. i think this applies to everyone, including myself.