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I always start typing an entry and write and write and write, and then decide that it's pointless and I delete it all. Soo, Lets see if I post one finally..
For starters, I accidentally pressed the button for italics and since my computer is so slow and shitty, I cant un-italicize(sp?) it?
The constant rain the past few weeks put me in horrible moods and made me depressed. The sun makes me feel like I want to live still.. I dont know why the weather affects my mood so much, but i think it does for most people...- everyone is so much more pleasant when it's not rainy and cold!
Other than the shitty weather and not feeling like moving from my spot on the couch...I have worked, almost non stop. I love lanni's though. It's like the one place where if I go i'll probably end up in a good mood even if the day is shitty.. Or even if i am in a shitty mood, I love my job there..so customers suck but the work I have to do makes me relax. Of course on a bad day I might not admit to all this.
Hannaford fucking sucks. Im not even going to start becuase I could rant for hours.
Summer so far, pretty much is just BLAH. Its not bad, but it hasn't been amazing. The weather pretty much ruins any summer plans you couldve possibly made. and, then you are forced to sit inside all day and watch movies.
I miss a good amount of people... I really do.. But at the same time I feel just so damn ANTI social. I just want to sit on my couch in my garage attic, watch tv, surf the web, listen to music, and smoke bubblers with my boyfriend...I hope i snap out of it cause sometimes it gets boring hahah. But really.. Im pretty fucking happy with how i spend my time (=
So now I am home alone, Greg is at work, Justin's at work,my mom and dad are MIA.. So im chillen in my usual spot on the couch.. Listening to music and enjoying my high.