oh my god. senior trip 07

Apr 01, 2007 06:46

Well, I just got home from senior trip like 2 hours ago and I don't want to go to bed because maybe I can freeze myself in right now forever. I don't want this to end. It went by so freaking quick. No matter what happens between me and all the amazing people I ran around like crazy with, I will never ever forget them. Laying under the stars in my dress after midevil times with don was probably one of my favorites. I loved running straight to the boys rooms as soon as we got back to the hotel before even going to our rooms. I will miss pillow fights and staying up all night cracking up with one of your best friends over all the pictures you took earlier and how funny peoples faces look (haha) . I miss getting on the bus after very long days and just sitting and thinking about how amazing everything was. I loved trying to cordinate days around park maps and having it never work out and getting confused by maps. I loved standing in lines for 50 minutes and hating the people that had fast passes, but then having a fp for the next ride u went on and feeling all badass.
I will miss having a whole entire plane to just you and the people in your school. I will miss getting sunburnt everyday no matter how much damn suntan lotion you put on. I will miss random rainstorms in magic kingdom that you buy mickey ponchos for even though it stopped raining like and hour later and you will never wear a poncho again. I will miss room checks. I will miss meal coupons and feeling like we had food stamps. I will miss watching fireworks with your friends arm in arm. I will miss thinking that everything was the perfect kodak moment and taking a picture of every little thing we did.
I will miss waking up really early and going to bed extremly late. I will never forget how close this trip brought me to some people. I will miss sharing one bathroom with 3 other girls. I will miss lauren complaining about everything and us cracking up. I will miss laughing so hard that I thought my stoumach was going to explode. I miss waking up to your best friends. I will miss being in disney world every single day. I will miss all the conversations eventually leading back to poop.
This trip made me realize so much I'm really graduating in a few months. I am not ready for this. I'm not ready to grow up. I really wish I could have stayed on senior trip forever. I feel like it rushed by me and I didn't have a second to catch up. I can't believe that high school is almost over. It feels like it was 9th grade two days ago. I've grown so much and was heartbroken and learned to love and how to have fun no matter what. There are so many memories. So many things I did and said and I will never forget these past four years of my life. Especially this past week and this whole year. After prom, its just graduating to think about. I'm so scared. I admit it. I'm comfortable. I'm not ready to leave. And as I sit here on my bed listening to graduation song and having peter pan play on my tv (never grow up) I wonder where the hell these past 4 years went? I find myself wanting to fly to neverland so I don't have to face the real world. I hope I don't lose any friends. I hope we really do go back to disney next year like we said we would. I really hope...
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