Sep 28, 2005 17:06
HEY GUYS!! I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE BECAUSE AS YOU GUYS KNOW I HAVE A MY SPACE SO NOW ITS ALL ABOUT MY SPACE I GUESS HAHA. EVEN THOUGH THIS IS WAY EASIER FOR ME HAHHA. WELL ANYWAYS MAN ALOT OF THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPEND BOTH FUN AND SAD!! BUT MOSTLY FUN!!! ITS BEEN GREAT EVEN THOUGH DEEP INSIDE IM SOOO SAD!!! I MISS THIS GUY SOOOOO MUCH!! BUT I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE WITH HIM BUT ITS JUST SOO HARD! I KEEP BEING SO MEAN TO HIM AND I SEE THAT HE GETS SAD AND MAD AND IT HURTS TO SEE HIM SAD! BUT AY!!! IDK!! I GUESS IM JUST GOING THROUGH ONE OF THOSE THINGS YOU KNOW. I HOPE IT JUST GOES AWAY SOON AND I MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE BEFORE ITS TO LATE!! AND IM SOO SCARED OF THAT, LIKE IF I WANT TO BE WITH HIM AND IT BEING TO LATE!! ;(!!! LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENDS......BUT JUST IN CASE YOU READ THIS AND I KNOW YOU WILL I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I STILL HAVENT FORGOT ABOUT YOU EVEN THOUGH I ACT LIKE I HAVE. AND IT HURTS ME TO SEE YOU SAD!!!
ANWAYS ENOUGH WITH THE SAD STUFF.......I HAVE BEEN HAVING ALOT OF FUN WITH MY FRIEND SAMANTHA!! SHES FUCKING CRAZY BUT THE OTHER DAY I ALMOST KILLED HER!! HAHHA BUT IT WAS THE MOST FUNNY THING EVER BUT I COULD TELL SHE WAS FUCKING SCARED LMAO!!! LONG STORY GO TO HER LIVEJOURNAL TO READ IT HAHHA. WELL YEAH WHAT ELSE SCHOOL IS GOING GOOD I GUESS I JUST CANT BELIEVE THAT THE 9 NEEKS ARE ALMOST OVER AND FINALS ARE NEXT WEEK!!!! OH MY I HAVE TO STUDY AND GET READY BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO FAIL. WELL I HAVE TO GO GET READY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE IM GOING WITH SARAH WOW IM HANGING OUT WITH SARAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. ILL SEE YOU GUYS LATER BUH BYE!!! LOVE YA MUAH AND COMMENT BITCHES!!!