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So yesterday i got up early and worked out and ran that good stuff then i got ready and went to Rochester and shopped. good times by myself and i got a Strawberry Fields smoothy so i was happy. Then i went tanning where it was extremely hot and i thought i was going to pass out. ah beauty is pain i guess. ahha wow so yeah that was kinda it nothing else interesting. Today i had work bright and early at 9am , whoo hoo funny it was debbie andrea stacey n cassie, we had sum good times. did basicly nothing but hey i got paid, i came home to an empty house and still am, being home alone on a holiday makes u feel like a no body.. that your life has come down to sitting in the serenity of quietness in my house.. yet in all the time i was here.. ive reflected on my life. since its Easter an all, and how Jesus didn't even complain once. its extremely beyond my comprehension, ill never fully get to it either.. Ive realized what a honest to goodness spoiled brat i am. and im sorry if its effected any of you. I have yet everything i could imagine yet i whine at the second i don't have what i want that insist. Money and material things can't buy happiness. Im seriously ungrateful yes i say thank you and please and respect my parents for what they do, i don't ever stop and realize how good i have it and how much worse it can be. There are people who would litterally kill for my life , yet im not happy. Jesus gave up everything for those kinds of people, yet i act like im some God forsaken pitty person who never gets nething. i think im possibly talking in circles but its your choice if your reading this or not.. Im a complainer and its killing my when i realized how much i am one. i complain for everything its kinda become a bad habit to do when im bored n theres nothing else to say. Easter and Lent is a time to give up things, and be happy with what u have and to live without things u don't need.. I just need to realize what God has given to everyone the only thing we need, the only thing we need to live is his love and all He asks for love back in return, and in the end isn't that all what really matters in life??... any ways please feel free to comment...