Apr 01, 2004 21:27
I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts Okay moving on idk why im updating i feel the need.. Ive been so stressed out im probably going to die at the young age of like 21 after all my schooling ive worked so hard to get to a good job and then ill die. how excieting.. Schools a pain in my ass and its never going to get any better , its just one continuous nap. Ive kept my not reading the whole chemistry chaper and not doing any questions which possibly totals like around 20 ish or so.. yup lazy me...Ive written my 8 page research paper and it can seriously go to the fires of hell at this point i don't care..and thats not like me.. Prom has become a word i dread every day. mostly thursday. i feel that if prom sucks it like 25% my fault, 25 for mel, 25 for michelle, then portnova just cuz she is the teacher..yup so im well aware of all this responsiblity for prom going down the drain and looking like helll... yup no one listens when i yell so anyways.. thanks pam for buying the flowers! much love! O well the ACT is this weekend, yup my future deciding test. yeah see where taking overwhelming honors or smart peoples classes will get me on knowing answers on this hellish ordeal... Yeah so im going back to hell this summer formerly called work.. hey im doing it to see the hot new guys that are hired lol... anyways nothing else i want to share..