Do I Dare Say It's Finally OVER?
She finally knows.
About everything.
Or at least about most of it...some of it.
The point is, she knows.
And I feel relieved.
And I hope that she will be ok in the end,
I really believe she will be.
Maybe now she'll realize that he's not good for her.
Maybe that's how it always was.
He was maybe never good enough for her.
But she knows, everyone knows
I dont have to worry about saying something and it being my fault that she knows
Because it was never my fault in the first place
it was his.
And she knows that too
she doesnt hate me for everything
And now maybe she can heal from everything
and the last point is this: I found out from her, not from him.
I guess that means I'm done with that too
I think that was just the last straw
He didnt tell me himself.
He couldnt pick up the phone
He still cant be a good friend and I guess this just proves he probably never will be.
I guess he'll never be the person I know he can be
The person he is deep down
The good guy is in there somewhere but he's to immature to grow up and find it
And this just made me realize something I needed to a long time ago
I realized this about friendship:
Its not a real friendship if your the only one ever putting any effort into it.
And I guess its all just over
that entire chapter of my life
He is gone, She knows everything, and I finally feel free.
About everything.
Or at least about most of it...some of it.
The point is, she knows.
And I feel relieved.
And I hope that she will be ok in the end,
I really believe she will be.
Maybe now she'll realize that he's not good for her.
Maybe that's how it always was.
He was maybe never good enough for her.
But she knows, everyone knows
I dont have to worry about saying something and it being my fault that she knows
Because it was never my fault in the first place
it was his.
And she knows that too
she doesnt hate me for everything
And now maybe she can heal from everything
and the last point is this: I found out from her, not from him.
I guess that means I'm done with that too
I think that was just the last straw
He didnt tell me himself.
He couldnt pick up the phone
He still cant be a good friend and I guess this just proves he probably never will be.
I guess he'll never be the person I know he can be
The person he is deep down
The good guy is in there somewhere but he's to immature to grow up and find it
And this just made me realize something I needed to a long time ago
I realized this about friendship:
Its not a real friendship if your the only one ever putting any effort into it.
And I guess its all just over
that entire chapter of my life
He is gone, She knows everything, and I finally feel free.