emotional.
Lately when I have been writing in LJ, I have been writing very honestly. Not that I don’t normally write honestly, but my deepest, most personal thoughts are just that--personal. I am usually a bit reserved when writing because I know other people will read it; it’s not easy to completely lay everything out there. It doesn’t help that my LJ link was sent out to a bunch of people without my knowledge or consent in the past. That definitely caused me to be more reserved in writing my thoughts. For the record, I am not embarrassed by anything I said in the specific entries that were sent out. But there are certain things in my life that I would rather not have the whole world know about.
I don’t know if I’m making sense right now.
I feel a closeness to quite a few of you on LJ these days and it makes me glad. It is part of why I am less reserved in posting. And that is better for my mental health I think.
I’m really emotional right now. And I really love and care about my friends. So those friends on LJ, I just wanted to let you know. xo
ETA: Janananda Goswami, Niranjana Swami, and BV Madhava Swami are all in Boston tonight… WHAT?! Amazingness. Yesterday’s program with Janananda Maharaja was amazing. There will be a harinam this evening; if it rains we’ll have a temple program. Good thing I got my period and feel all crampy and bloated today! I normally don’t go to the temple when I have my period, but I think I’ll have to break the rules today.
Another edit: I took the lock off this entry. Locking helps me write more honestly and openly. But I really miss open entries. I miss how I used to be with writing.