Feb 02, 2007 15:49
today is the first day this week that i did not bring a lunch to work. i'm very proud of that. i bought lunch today, which was not very satisfying.. and the dude that took my order told me that i have nice hair. i blushed. i can't remember the last time i got a compliment from a guy. made my day.
so i really hate livejournal. well i don't hate it, but i have a lot of thoughts that i want to write in my personal journal. but since i never literally write anything more than a quick note or reminder here and there, my hand hurts very easily when i'm writing. that, and my formerly fabulous penmanship has gone a bit downhill. i've been trying though. i really want to get back into my paper journal. and get back to my supurb hand writing. (i'm not arrogant at all)
the other reason i hate livejournal is because i can't just write a spit on here without thinking about who will possibly see it. i'm not fake.. i'm actually one of the realest people that i know. and when i have an opinion, people usually know. and if it's an opinion about someone, they usually know exactly how i feel. maybe opinion isn't the right word.. because i try not to just form any old opinion about somebody. but if i have certain feelings about some one, i will let them know.
and yes, i talk shit. more than i should. but if i don't talk things out, or write.. i go crazy. to me, it's called venting. and livejournal has been an outlet for me to do that. but now that my link has been sent around to the boston community, i really have to sensor how i feel sometimes. i really don't think a lot of what i think is bad, but sometimes you just want things to be somewhat private. or only known by a few people. as in the people that i'm friends with on livejournal, or the people that may not have a livejournal but read it.
either way, i still think that it's pretty low for some one.. more specifically, a devotee to send out my link in the way that they did.
anyway, i'm kind've whatever about that. it just sucks having to sensor sometimes.
in other news, yesterday was my brother's birthday. we just hung out and ordered pizza. tomorrow we are going to see a live comedian though, and i'm looking forward to that. his name is russell peters. he's a canadian born desi.. i've seen some of his stuff online and he's not bad. plus i know i will enjoy the desi jokes. heh.
i think that's it for now.
ps: some new icons. this one is a picture from amar akbar anthony!