Apr 04, 2007 17:05
So far my week has been alrite I guess considering I work Tuesday-Saturday .. & sat is ufc so im gonna get slammed .. But that means $$$ for me J ..
MONDAY- didn’t work. Took my ma & dad to lunch w/ cort @ bar louie .. They haven’t been there.. It was really good I had fun. I miss my ma & dad sometimes… Then me & cort picked my sister & macy up from school to go to the funeral.. I never want to go to a funeral for a long time.. Cuz I can’t take it at all.. There were over a 1000 ppl there.. Lined out the door & the church was so big.. But it made the family happy that there were so many ppl there cuz Jacob was so well liked by all different kinds of kids & had a really big family.. Ill still pray for you Jacob & my heart goes out to your family.. I love you jamie. Were all here for you! OK, when your ready were here.. I love you. & ill see ya in a few when you’re a little better… rember your not alone babe., your so much missed down here.. But you no we will come thew the gates. & be there someday soon.. Geez its werid that you’ll never know when you’ll be gone.. So make everday good.. Idk ive been looking at life different I guesss… iwas so confused like why did Jacob have to go.. But he wasn’t scared to die.. & you shouldn’t be. Ive always been scard to die.. But after this week.. Im not. Its ok.. Everyone is gonna.. But then ill be in the presents of god.. & ill see my gma and ill see everyone else again soon..
God please take care of us. Anyways.. Before I start to cry or somethins, after the funeral I was just in a werid mood all day .. Came home with cort took a nap. & just hung around the apartment
TUES- lovely hooters of flint. Luckly I got cut early. Cuz im a good worker J duh
Got some goods… went tannin & to the grocery store to get a few things.. Lol we go like everyday almost.. & we always spend a lot… geeeez if cort didn’t eat so much .
& today. WED- hmm.. Got up early to curl my hair. & didn’t lol. Today kinda sucked at work.. We weren’t that busy.. But it was cool used an early out . Cuz I felt like absoulty crap. Idk I just was tired & wanted to see my boo.
& now were getting ready to go tan. & make dinner.
Tommarrow. I work in the am once again* but with jude . So that’s a plus…
Friday & sat. I work nights .. But who knows what else..
© well we came home watched some tv & took a longg nap.
I love loving you.
& I know ill love you forever.
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