Jan 06, 2005 00:47
Hey all, Yes I am coming off of my got into Tulane buzz. Cause I have to finish my Gw app lol, way to leave everything to the last minute. Wouldnt it be great if I got into my two top schools, what a confidence boost lol.
Anyway I was just talking to Jen's friend Tim for a bit, he seems pretty cool, but I would assume Jens best friend would be cool. I miss her b/c we only just made up from the "non fight" we were having right b4 she left for Boston so we havent hung out in forever, like honeslty I havent seen her since skool which is just rediculous lol. I Luv U Jen lol
So I saw Phantom with Regina and I was crying forever. I think the reason is that I really related to the phantom, I mean sometimes I get scared that Im gonna end up along with my cats except I wouldnt have cats cause I hate animals lol, jk not all animals just pets. Long story anyway not the point lol. Anyway he was like shunned from society because of his face and I know I dont have some like creepy face distortion, but sometimes I do feel ugly and I worry that no one can ever love me. I know this is just like a rediculous fear but I cant help feeling it. And thats why I was so upset because he ends up alone and the women he loves just like leaves with someone else. How crushing is that!!
Ahh well, Im such a melodramtic kid lol