Mixed
I never thought I could be so happy and yet so unhapy at the same time. I have everything I want, A great guy in my life, im graduating, and a job i love. But even with all this, i still kinda hurt. Like right now, i feel so alone and broken and i don't know why. I even just came in my room and started to cry. Dan makes me so happy...so why am I so sad? I mean, yeah i hate school and I gotta work through another 11 weeks (UGH!!) but still... I don't know my heart still hurts and I can't figure out why. I feel so sick and disgusting and not well. I actually feel like i want to scrape the skin off my body. Uh... thats not normal! I dont know... is there something wrong with me?