remember to breath.

[prettygirlcrxsh]

everything is kind of left up in the air, isn't it. there was no goodbye, no mutual decision, no explanation, nothing. well, then there will be nothing. i guess i was being too nice when i gave him until the end of summer. he decided before then that he didn't want me, and that's alright. at least now i can move on, get over it, and start healing the hole he left. i feel a little numb about it all, but it's better than feeling what i know i could be. i just don't think about it too much. i don't even know what to say anymore about this situation.
three cheers for five years, i loved you, you lied.
and even though you feel like i don't deserve a goodbye, i think you deserve at least that much.
good luck with everything, i hope you're happy and you get everything you've always wanted.

so long.