Oct 03, 2004 01:11
So yeah today was umm....interesting. I hate crying I really do. Especially when it effects me so bad I collapse in my driveway and I just sit and cry. I got through it I guess. I don't know why I'm so freakin emotional. I think things are better now. I hope at least. I just don't want to fuck things up and with some of my stupid shit I'm afraid i will. Hopefully, i can calm myself. *flings self on bed* Well, other than that I'm still freaked about James *shakes head* Jesus I have a 6 page paper to write tomorrow. What help my group is they did jack shit but talk today. I did a little bit but mostly this one kid did. God Piss Meh Off. Now I get to make up a paper with their notes. Joy. Maybe someone will help. I doubt it.
Sean, I am really sorry for the way I was acting today. I really don't know why I was acting so stupid. I love you and I'm really really sorry.
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