One day......
Today was such a mixed day. My bus didn't come so I missed 1st and 2nd period. Thought I missed 3rd but no luck in that. 4th period was just boring......we looked at rocks...Jebus I haven't done that since I was like 2, but then I tried to eat them after looking at them. I found out I got a 102% on my last test in there. Totally cool! Lunch I hurt my foot. I'm playing it off but it hurts so much more than I am letting on :-( But then in 5th the teacher decided to be a jerk and mess me up completely, he was in a bad mood too I guess. 6th I did a speech on the spot that I got an A on but it sucked. I got to carry my little Aflac duck up with me. Yay! Go DUCK!!! Then after school I pretty much came straight home and went to sleep, called Sean at 6 he supposedly wasn't home, then I called again at 7 something. He picked me up and we got sodas, then came back to my house.
He really seemed out of it today. He said that he wanted to have a breakdown and get it over with, and I felt like I had done something wrong. He said I made him happy and I really hope I do. He means so much to me. I wish I could some how keep him happy cause I didn't like seeing him down, but I'd rather he tell me when he's out of it or show me he's out of it then try to hide it. Maybe it was hime just beiong tired, cause he did fall asleep for a good 20 minutes after that. But I just hope he's ok. Like I said, if there were some way that I could keep him happy all the time, I would try my be to do so. I mean it was even weird that he got here around 8pm that's really late, and now I'm getting used to being spoiled. He sees me everyday. can't see him. (Not that I have any compaints about seeing him everyday....it's kick ass!)I'm just going to be such a loser when there's a day when I may not be able to see him.
Oh well, we'll see when it happens right?
But it is time for me to go to bed it's 205 am and I have school tomorrow. Goodnight all peaceful dreams. I love Sean!
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He really seemed out of it today. He said that he wanted to have a breakdown and get it over with, and I felt like I had done something wrong. He said I made him happy and I really hope I do. He means so much to me. I wish I could some how keep him happy cause I didn't like seeing him down, but I'd rather he tell me when he's out of it or show me he's out of it then try to hide it. Maybe it was hime just beiong tired, cause he did fall asleep for a good 20 minutes after that. But I just hope he's ok. Like I said, if there were some way that I could keep him happy all the time, I would try my be to do so. I mean it was even weird that he got here around 8pm that's really late, and now I'm getting used to being spoiled. He sees me everyday. can't see him. (Not that I have any compaints about seeing him everyday....it's kick ass!)I'm just going to be such a loser when there's a day when I may not be able to see him.
Oh well, we'll see when it happens right?
But it is time for me to go to bed it's 205 am and I have school tomorrow. Goodnight all peaceful dreams. I love Sean!
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