May 20, 2004 12:19
First, in a side note: I told Fred all about those pictures... he was not angry at all. He was very understanding and believed it was an accident. He did agree that after sending him pictures like that, I should either get them off of my computer or I should label them "Fred Only"... both are good ideas...
I had an amazing conversation with an amazing friend of mine for three hours last night sitting outside a the back steps of Smith Hall. We discussed America, politics, 9-11, music, and our future lans, and our past lives. I have never been more motivated to follow through my dreams and make them happen. I have never felt so understood about my idealistic ways. I have never felt this feeling that I can change the world like I so badly long to. I see much evil and so much wrong and feel compelled to try to impact it in a positive way... I used to fel so hopeless because I am one person in an enormous universe... but after last night, I feel like I can make a difference. My dreams are at the tip of my fingers. All I have to do is reach out.
I have decided that I am going to write a book... I am not about to give away what it will be about. It will not be for along time. I have a lot of thoughts and ideas waiting to get out, but I want to go about this the right way. That is all for now...