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hello beautiful people of livejournal land! how have we all been? good i hope.
opposite from my usual mopey emo self i have found a breath of fresh air in my stale stuffy life! his name: Rodney Dwayne Maynard.
wonderful and fabulously raw and passionate. he is my favorite thing in the world right now. just what i needed. and he is violent or socially inept with imaginary friends! he is 17 even, my very own age...how cool is that?
let's see...
me and rodney have spent every waking minute with each other that we possibly can...
here is a re-cap of last weekend:
Friday- me and my love rodney went to paintsville and bought the fallout boy cd. then went to his house and layed around and had a serious talk and on our way to my house i asked him if we could be boyfriend and girlfriend again (we had dated for like a day then i dumped him because i had doubts then when i asked him friday he happily said yes)
Saturday- we saw like fifteen minutes of chicken little...i was trying to beat him off with a stick...lmao i love kissing him...every time our lips touch my whole body feels light and intoxicating, like being drunk but better, and he shakes alot...it's rather adorable...then we went to my house and played with my little brothers...they absolutely love him...i have never seen them take to someone as well as rodney
Sunday-we went to his house and hung out then came back to my house and hanged out...then he told me how lonley he was going to be monday....
Monday- i went to Huntington with Brett, Mandy, and Brett Vanover. we went to the mall then to her papaw's then we got pulled over in Kenova for a traffic violation...we cut off an old lady...teehee
then when i got back at like five johnathan came over and wanted to take me to paintsville. so we went shopping and he bought me an ooutfit and Fantasy by Britney Spears! it smells soooooo great! then we went to prestonsburg and ate at Jerry's and i had my first rib-eye steak and it was great...then i came home and talked to rodney...johnathan means a great deal to me but i was good becasue i have very strong feelings for rodney...i was good
Tuesday- rodney came over and we stayed at my house all day and watched the Ammityville Horror and Taxi and played some gamecube with derek
Wednesday- after school we went to dinner woth rodney's mom and little brother darren...we ate at walkers and made fun of jesus...lol
on our way home we had our very first fight...i wanted him to take me home because he was being mean and i said something mean to him and he said "well you can walk to tomahawk" and threw his keys down so i grabbed my purse and went outside in the pouring rain and headed toward the road...then i hear rodney inside the house say 'OH MY GOD!" and he runs out after me and puts me in the car. we had to turn around though because he forgot gas money...then we didnt talk for a little while. when we got to the gas station i looked at him and said " do you know what i think about when i wake up every morning?...i can't wait until six o clock so i can wake rodney up for school..." he took off his seatbelt and looked straight into my eyes and said "do you know what i think about 24-7?. you." and with the greatest sweep of authority he opened the door and slammed it shut. i was speechless and in love i do believe. and then we continued on we didnt say much...he was really frustrated with me and i with him he complained he didnt know what i wanted and i said it didnt matter...he swerved into a church parking lot on the way home and said we needed to talk...we talked for forever and he said out of nowhere he was sick of fighting this and he said he loved me...then i asked if i should say it back and he said please...so i looked at us in third person inside my head and asked myself do i love this boy...and the answer: why not try it out? then he asked for a cigarette. i lit it for him and one for me as well. he looked at me with smoke swirling around him and said...you don't know how beautiful you look with your hair wet...i blushed and on the ride home we listened to fallout boy...it was wonderful just like him...
now that sums up last weekend...we didnt have school monday and tuesday f.y.i
now here's this weekend thus far:
Friday- me and rodney skipped school and went to his house and hung out with his mom till we had to take her to work at three. then we went back to his house and took a nap together. nothing has ever felt so good. then we cuted around... then we went to see who was at the CC...noone important so we went to my house and watched the Lion King then took another nap...one that laste from 9:00 to 11:27...just in time for him to head home...we are lucky...i love laying beside him and listening to him brethe...it so beautiful having wrapped up in each other like that...*swoon*
Saturday- i'm at my aunt's house because tommorrow me and tasha are going to see HANSON!!! woot!woot! i'm talking to rodney right now and he is telling me he loves me and calling me beautiful and whining about how today has sucked because he hasn't gotten to see me any....how perfect...
leave me some love
The (effing) Queen of Rad
BreAnna Dawn Davis
*edit* great song by Mazzy Star: Fade Into You I wanna hold the hand inside you I wanna take the breath that's true I look to you and I see nothing I look to you to see the truth You live your life, you go in shadow You'll come upon and you'll go black Some kind of night into your darkness Close your eyes with what's not there Chorus: Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew The strange light comes on slowly A stranger's heart is out of home You put your hands into your head And your smiles cover your heart