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well i am just so fucking sorry Keil. Goddamnit if you didn't want to see me then why didn't you just say so...but i would have never known it becasue of all the kisses and cuddling you did. fuck you. i'm tired of this shit to. maybe we should just part ways and be done with this mess...what do you think? but wait. Breanna! having problems!? heaven forbid anyone on this fucking planet besides Keil and all his thirteen year old lady friends have any problems!!! i vent and im wanting attention he vents and everyone should jump to his rescue just to be told they can't help because they're too stupid or insufficient.
i don't really see any use in defending myslef now...you guys (not everyone) will just run and covet keil's words becasue you are all stupid.
I DID NOT WANT TO LOVE KEIL.
I DID NOT WANT TO LOVE KEIL.
I DID NOT WANT TO LOVE KEIL.
I FUCKING HATE KEIL AND ALL HIS LAMENESS!
i really loved this boy i really effing did. i broke relationships and lost friends over him. i fought with my mom over him. lied to his mom for him. gave my heart and soul and everything to him...so he could what? lave me when i need him most? profess to everyone how he cant stand me? this is bullshit keil. BULLSHIT! i am so sick of everyone making me out to be the bad guy...im not...im like a good guy with confused intentions...goshdamn gimme a break...but now i am going back to independent BreAnna. the BreAnna that made me happy.
I dont believe in God. religion is bullshit.
I like rap music...so *sticks toungue out* becasue i love to dance in front of my bathroom mirror.
I like vanilla becasue chocolate gives me headaches.
I cut myself but critisize other who do it becasue it's stupid and i know it.
I like Ranchdressing.
I think witches and vampires are neat.
I would have Taking BAck Sunday's babies if at all possible.
i DO LIKE ATTENTION but guess what? so does everything else with a beating heart.
i like to listen to Britney Spears.
I like to wear black mostly becasue i think it makes me look skinnier.
I think I'm pretty.
I know i am intelligent and capable of surviving without the approval from others.
I dont need your praise or permission.
I am independent.
I am confident.
I am secure with my own beliefs now.
fuck. i feel better now. so anywho, The Corpse Bride was the most awesome movie ever guys. its a beautiful musical. i have a newfound lust for tim burton now...i want him to make my life into a movie...haha.
wow. this entry is kind of long but i dont care! ha, i will write until i dont feel like it anymore becasue for once in my life i am not doing this to please anyone but myself. i like this me much better. i have finally figured out the reason i fell in love with keil. and thats to hate him. if i never fought with keil and his unique self i wouldn't have changed. i switched personalities with keil once, laugh if you may, but we did. remembe that keil? anyways, if i hadn't lost myself in him i wouldn't know how much better the real BreAnna is. I am Special. I am unique. I am self-sufficient. i dont need anyone.i made it fifteen years of my life almost alone. and these past two depending on people have sucked major ass. i am much better off alone and not held back from realizing my potential.
thanks everyone in my life. i got it keil. i put this fucking puazzle together.
LOVE&HUGS
BreAnna Davis
The Queen of Rad
i don't really see any use in defending myslef now...you guys (not everyone) will just run and covet keil's words becasue you are all stupid.
I DID NOT WANT TO LOVE KEIL.
I DID NOT WANT TO LOVE KEIL.
I DID NOT WANT TO LOVE KEIL.
I FUCKING HATE KEIL AND ALL HIS LAMENESS!
i really loved this boy i really effing did. i broke relationships and lost friends over him. i fought with my mom over him. lied to his mom for him. gave my heart and soul and everything to him...so he could what? lave me when i need him most? profess to everyone how he cant stand me? this is bullshit keil. BULLSHIT! i am so sick of everyone making me out to be the bad guy...im not...im like a good guy with confused intentions...goshdamn gimme a break...but now i am going back to independent BreAnna. the BreAnna that made me happy.
I dont believe in God. religion is bullshit.
I like rap music...so *sticks toungue out* becasue i love to dance in front of my bathroom mirror.
I like vanilla becasue chocolate gives me headaches.
I cut myself but critisize other who do it becasue it's stupid and i know it.
I like Ranchdressing.
I think witches and vampires are neat.
I would have Taking BAck Sunday's babies if at all possible.
i DO LIKE ATTENTION but guess what? so does everything else with a beating heart.
i like to listen to Britney Spears.
I like to wear black mostly becasue i think it makes me look skinnier.
I think I'm pretty.
I know i am intelligent and capable of surviving without the approval from others.
I dont need your praise or permission.
I am independent.
I am confident.
I am secure with my own beliefs now.
fuck. i feel better now. so anywho, The Corpse Bride was the most awesome movie ever guys. its a beautiful musical. i have a newfound lust for tim burton now...i want him to make my life into a movie...haha.
wow. this entry is kind of long but i dont care! ha, i will write until i dont feel like it anymore becasue for once in my life i am not doing this to please anyone but myself. i like this me much better. i have finally figured out the reason i fell in love with keil. and thats to hate him. if i never fought with keil and his unique self i wouldn't have changed. i switched personalities with keil once, laugh if you may, but we did. remembe that keil? anyways, if i hadn't lost myself in him i wouldn't know how much better the real BreAnna is. I am Special. I am unique. I am self-sufficient. i dont need anyone.i made it fifteen years of my life almost alone. and these past two depending on people have sucked major ass. i am much better off alone and not held back from realizing my potential.
thanks everyone in my life. i got it keil. i put this fucking puazzle together.
LOVE&HUGS
BreAnna Davis
The Queen of Rad