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i will just pretend it doesn't hurt
well i just read keil's entry and have decided maybe i should go on and defend myself...
i will admit that i denied keil a date, which i did not encourage, for george. i am trying to be a good girlfriend despite my love for keil. so i turned him down. bloody hell, boohoo keil you sold some stuff, you will live i promise.
he doesn't have me figured out and never has nor ever will. tara...sheeshums tara. well for oe she is married and a slut...that came from keil even! keil had called me and told me she was coming over and he didn't want her to...then he called back and she pulled in the driveway and he was outside waiting for her anyways...so i was just got upset because i love this boy more than anything but anyways, i got mad. so big deal...it's not like i acted on it...he even was talking to her and he told me "i love you too" even though i did not say it first...he was making me out to be i dont know...chasing him of sorts...whatever i got over it...
then today george came over(to watch Signs with me) and he was accusing me of trying to make him jealous...so he put a picture of tara in his hat with MY wristband on his avatar thingy...then proceeded to tell me he would race me then he put a picture of him and i guess it was tara on his avatar...they were drinking together...i cried. right in front of george and i bawled my fucking eyes out. he said it was natural and he held me and that's all i wanted and that's what i got...
keil- jordan is like 14...don't you think that's going a little too far you pervert?
okay let's see...oh yeah! i do not play games. keil lives in an imaginary world where nobody is allowed to feel anything except him. everything is about him and his wants...he is a spoiled little child, that is what he acts like. i have given up. i truly have. fuck everyone who is going to leave nasty comments on my lij...ya know what? unless you can come up to me face to face and say it...don't bother being a pussy and leaving an anonymous comment you whores.
i want to especially make a paragraph for keil, although this is just building his ego far more than it should...
David Keil Williams. darling. Love of mine. fuck you. i really don't care if we ever speak again. i don't wish to be persecuted by you becasue i won't fuck you. that's all you are fucking after anyways. you have hurt me...badly. when i saw that picture i literally felt my heart break just as it has many times before becasue of you...and it doesnt feel good i'll have you know. thank you for using the term "fooling around" you slut. thanks for feeding everyone a big heaping pile of bullshit. i mean, because it's not like i haven't lost enough people in my life becasue of you! i gave up everyone just to be with you...i risked my friendship with andy, even let you talk me into not having any friends, like all i needed was you...pssht. what the fuck ever. i will go be with real people and you can go metaphysically fuck Binsy. i love you with all of my heart...every bruised and beaten fucking piece of it, and alhtough i can't change that...time heals everything. go away. disappear. leave me alone and quit this act of selfishness an getting back at me becasue i hurt you, becasue thats all this is...revenge. i wish we had never met...
and i want MY pink wristband back...
&hearts
BreAnna Dawn Davis
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