fuck this
hey guys i havent updated in a loooooooooooooongggg time...yer again i have no time to do anything....ever had that feeling that you havesoo many things 2 do but no time 2 do them so your kind of like drowning...fuck it sucks and ive felt like this for a long time i think no one understands..but then again y would they have 2...i feel like im there for EVERYONE and when i need someone very few pple r there...im depressed...my cousin is in the hospital in orlando...she cant walk...the doctors dont know what she has all they know is that you know how ur brain sends signals to all the parts of your body to do things well its sending the signal but then brain isnt responding :( i feel really bad 4 her shes only 15 my mom is relly sad about it 2 she was telling me how she would go crazy if something like that happen 2 me..and shes upset because he sister is going threw tuf times because her only daughter is in the hospital.i have an interview for smoothie king 2day...i dunno if i wanna go im not feeling so good i have 2 go 2 the doctor 2 get some papers for the exchange program i need 2 send that my transcripts and some paper im missing 2 her..(i dunno when i have time)wait i NEVER have time w.e im out