I am so flippin confused

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I wish I wasn't at my wbl right now but that is where I am. I had the boring job today but that is alright I still like the job here because it is better to be here out of trouble than to be at Job Corps. the thing that is concerning me though is the dance last night. I had a talk with eric at dinner about the dance and he basically said that he wants to have sex with me and he is planning to bring me to all these things that he is going to go and he wants me to go with him then he turns around and almost does the dirty thing with Kim. And she has a boyfriend what the hell? If he wants to do something with me then he is going to be my man and only my man. And I was talking with Renee and Kristy and they said that since I still have feelings for someone else then I should just let eric go but see I don't want to just yet cuz I know that we are going to propably hang out after Job Corps and I doubt that I will hang out with the other guy. And I do want to do what eric wants to do too but not if the other guy has feelings for me. So here is what I think I am going to do make sure that eric goes to my party drop him off at his house. Go to my house hangout with you know who and see what happens. If what I really hope happens I will end up not with Eric who I want to be friends with but not if he is going to be an ass to me. well gotta go laterz

Oh by the way I am going to miss all my girls I love you guys. I hope that you guys don't get to involved in all the bull that goes on around our joint but if you do just get out.