torture
Well lets see. the other day one of good girl friends found out how to make me freak out sensually the problem is that she found out in the prescence of one of my good guy friends who because of what happened got hella horny. then the next day she apologized and I didn't mind in the first place however come to find out a bunch of people now know that thats my thing. then yesterday me and a group of friends were hanging out and I had 4 guys hitting on me at once then she came up and well lets just say we flirted with another one our guy friends. It was fun except for the fact that none of these guys are the one that I want cuz I am trying to get over him and its hella hard. then during the night I get really depressed and yesterday I almost cried cuz I realized that I am really lonely and I don't understand why almost all my friends are lucky enough to be in love with theire men and I am stuck with no one. Maybe I am just too much of something. I don't know. Well I think thats about it gotta go