Jul 01, 2004 19:28
darrens headstones in..........it looks soo good but hurts sooo bad at the same time..........your not supposed to go up to mount moriah to see your brother and friend who are 17 but your grandparents who lived their lives happily and fully..........i put some fake flowers up there some blue daisys and sunflowers.......i still dont understand, and I probably never will.......i would give anything to see him one last time and tell him how much I love him and miss him.....its not supposed to be the good people that go, we have rapists and murderers and all kinds of terrible people out there, you take away the bad ones not the good ones...........i just dont understand and i really wish someone would make me an livejournal icon that says DRF #14 4-10-04 Never Forget or something like that.........oooo well.....im out......
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