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would someone please explain to me why my body is obsessed with causing me pain? I mean really .... what is it's flipping problem? I've been doing ok for the past few days .... a few leg pains and whatnot but nothing too major ... the odd ache ... just the usual and then last night .... BAM! the most evil headache imaginable hits me from nowhere. And headache is underestimating it. It was more the sensation I imagine one would feel if someone was rammin a very sharp splitering peice of wood/metal/solid object through one side of my skull and out the outherside. And the feeling all over my face ... it's that weird numb tingling feeling again. Still there ... headache ... still kinda there. It went away after about 12 hours. I woke up in the middle of the night and cryed and screamed because it hurt so much. I was throwing up and I honestly thought I was gonna die ... right there on my bathroom floor. I was singing the Lord Prayer ... don't ask me why but it was all I could think of doing.
I thought I was dying.
So it's off to the doctors for me .... again.
I thought I was dying.
So it's off to the doctors for me .... again.