Liquid Courage
I fall between thunder and rain
Where tears fall,
Still unseen
You don’t know, don’t see me
Judging without looking at the cover
I’m a raging storm passing along the ocean
Bashing my soul.
Hard and violent
A silent but deadly attempt to be noticed
To produce life rapidly and carelessly
Thoughts to avoid harm and mistakes
The interest and effort, casually
Feeling full of insolence
A heart so brittle and sensitive
That masks nervousness and instability
No,
You don’t see me
Don’t see the red droplets of sorrow
Forming rivulets along my heart
The silver brushing along skin
Begging to begin a life of liquid courage
Drops fall from my fingertips
Shouting, screaming to die
Expressing the odds, praying for the new
Liquid pools of bubbling blue
Surfacing the air, hoping
For a person to flow inside of me
Clear, like water
Cleansing the unwanted, the fears
I need you when the devil drives against my soul.
Take my pain and make it a liquid
Into the mouth and swallow
And become my liquid courage
Written for Letti. (if you don't understand the world of a cutter, you should)
I worry about you Letti. I love you. *hugs and kiss kiss*
Where tears fall,
Still unseen
You don’t know, don’t see me
Judging without looking at the cover
I’m a raging storm passing along the ocean
Bashing my soul.
Hard and violent
A silent but deadly attempt to be noticed
To produce life rapidly and carelessly
Thoughts to avoid harm and mistakes
The interest and effort, casually
Feeling full of insolence
A heart so brittle and sensitive
That masks nervousness and instability
No,
You don’t see me
Don’t see the red droplets of sorrow
Forming rivulets along my heart
The silver brushing along skin
Begging to begin a life of liquid courage
Drops fall from my fingertips
Shouting, screaming to die
Expressing the odds, praying for the new
Liquid pools of bubbling blue
Surfacing the air, hoping
For a person to flow inside of me
Clear, like water
Cleansing the unwanted, the fears
I need you when the devil drives against my soul.
Take my pain and make it a liquid
Into the mouth and swallow
And become my liquid courage
Written for Letti. (if you don't understand the world of a cutter, you should)
I worry about you Letti. I love you. *hugs and kiss kiss*