(no subject)
just random thoughts...
- has it ever crossed your mind that maybe we decided what to do with our lives when we knew absolutely nothing about life? going to college at 17-18 years old and choosing a major, choosing a career, getting a job, buy all the things that will fullfill your life (according to society standards). this is an issue i'm struggling with because i realize now how much i didn't know back then and how much i still don't know about life. i'm struggling with so many issues as far as success because it's mostly measured in money but then i remember how much i enjoy being around my friends and spending quality time with them (even taking naps, because if you don't enoy a quality nap on a saturday afternoon i can't really see your point on that one). work is cool, there's always the side of me that strives for the better opportunities and i'm sure they will come. i'm in and out of the office so much at times it could really fool the wise into thinking i really enjoy what i do and want to make a career out of it. i'm one of those type of people that can't be rushed into doing something, i have to do it on my own terms, let me go crazy for five minutes and then come back to my senses.
- something is seriously wrong with emimen, for god's sake, something is wrong with anyone who has to be told by 50 cent and dr. dre they got a drug problem. ok so it was pain killers, but still.
- i'm upset about jen and brad breaking up (ok that's not news).
i'm sure i had more random thoughts but can't get them all out in one sitting..