Aug 28, 2004 20:49
Honestly, what the fuck.
There's a show tonight, and where am I? I'm on the computer. Holy predictability, the last Saturday night of my summer vacation. I made plans to meet up with so many people tonight at Toad's, and I'm not even going to show up. But whatever, then I tried to make plans to go out with.. some people, and that didn't work. It sure doesn't help when your best friend's boyfriend has an undying grudge against you. Let it go already, because I know I did.. what's that, fucking 4 years ago.. yeah.
Next complaint, is that I'm not going to PA tomorrow morning through Monday afternoon with Mike as was planned. He's driving out either tonight by 10, or tomorrow morning by 7am. There's really no way then for me to get out of the house. Way too random. I just need to move out already, hey.
I think every weekend in September, I'm busy doing some random thing. Stonginton/beach for next weekend, some birthday "party" for my Dad's mother. Sleeping at the Cape on the following for another birthday thing, for Reggie. Why can't it be my birthday, come on. And I totally just realized that I won't be able to go to Mike's house show that weekend. Fucking fuck. I want to see them, and Nick especially. Distance is a bitch.
Tomorrow I'm hanging out with Natalie no matter what. Maybe sleeping at her house but I like sleeping in my own bed.
Monday, the freshman orientation from 9 to noon. All HH members are suppose to attend, I guess. We're having lunch in the.. drumroll.. cafeteria and all that jazz. I'm sure that it'll be lame as fuck, but hey. Ooh, then later around 6 or something, a surprise birthday party. Yeah, we still act like kids.
Tuesday and Wednesday I would assume that I'm not busy, but I want to go shopping or something.
Thursday is my first day of school. My, how the last 2 months have gone by so fast.
Tell me you want to hang out, and we most definitely will between now and Thursday.
Now I'm going to go drown my sorrows somehow, Hah. I haven't eaten all day, so there's my plan. Ugh, leave me comments to cheer me up.
I'm sorry, Nick© Most of all, I just really really wanted to see you this weekend.