Dear MATS
we haven't seen each other for the longest time and now, we probably never will.
there are so much left unsaid, so much left unshown.
now you'll never hear them from me and you'll never see.
funny how we always assume someone's going to be there forever... that we wait before we let them know how special a part of our lives they have become.
even funnier how we speak of their goodness now that they are gone. words that are much appreciated if heard while they are still alive.
i guess we never learn.
wherever you are, i know you're in a better place right now. looking down upon us.
i hate that i couldn't even make it to your wake. hate myself even more that i never had the time to visit you or your son after you gave birth, when i still had the chance.
our friendship was shared in a puddled sidewalk - every weekend, amidst the loud music and staggering throngs of drunkards. not the prettiest place to establish a friendship, i know, but YOU made it special for everyone.
i'm sure everyone's gathered now, to bid you goodbye. it's hard to swallow the fact that they are now reuniting not to celebrate, but to grieve.
we missed you, MATS and we will miss you even more now that you're gone....
there are so much left unsaid, so much left unshown.
now you'll never hear them from me and you'll never see.
funny how we always assume someone's going to be there forever... that we wait before we let them know how special a part of our lives they have become.
even funnier how we speak of their goodness now that they are gone. words that are much appreciated if heard while they are still alive.
i guess we never learn.
wherever you are, i know you're in a better place right now. looking down upon us.
i hate that i couldn't even make it to your wake. hate myself even more that i never had the time to visit you or your son after you gave birth, when i still had the chance.
our friendship was shared in a puddled sidewalk - every weekend, amidst the loud music and staggering throngs of drunkards. not the prettiest place to establish a friendship, i know, but YOU made it special for everyone.
i'm sure everyone's gathered now, to bid you goodbye. it's hard to swallow the fact that they are now reuniting not to celebrate, but to grieve.
we missed you, MATS and we will miss you even more now that you're gone....