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ahh dear... that was unpleasant. i tried to get out of goin but then i felt bad cos.. well made me feel guilty the dirrty midden and then i told and still wanted to go which i was surprised so i thot was ok wit it.. was hopin for too much. i wish everything could be ok. i feel fine with .. but dont with me. hmm. lol man im too happy in my life at this point for this to get all weird again. messes i get myself into. hope i get this job... pretty sure i wont tho.