Another grocery list of an update...
I'm having a good weekend. Partially because it's the weekend (after a very long week) and partially because things are slowly getting better and I've some very good things happening this weekend.
Brian and I are going to try to work things out yet again. At this point neither of us have a hell of a lot of hope that it'll last, but at least we're doing our best. Despite the fact that we're back "together", we're trying to focus more on our friendship and to just kind of let the relationship take care of itself. Maybe that approach will even work. I strongly expect that stranger things have happened.
Tomorrow is my first filming for dotBoom during the day, and I'm very excited about this. I've never been present for the filming of *anything* before. After that, I've plans for drinks with the lovely nausikaa2 and possibly Brian (not dotBoom Brian, the other one... dammit, I knew I should have stuck with using pseudonyms for everyone! oh well...) if he's in the mood.
Also, I know better than to go to bed at 4 am when I'm accustomed to waking up at 6. My body forgets how to sleep in sometimes... not that it's particularly happy to be awake, but it forgets that more sleep is an option, and a good option at that. That said, coffee makes all things better.
Hmm. Odd. A song written and performed by my ex has just come up on shuffle play library (which is not the song I have listed with this entry, because I already filled in what I was listening to when I started this entry, and I am right bloody lazy sometimes), I think for the first time ever (I have several thousand songs on my computer, there's a lot that doesn't come up all that often, if ever). I'd forgotten what a good musician he was/is. I hope he eventually decided to do something with his music.
Brian and I are going to try to work things out yet again. At this point neither of us have a hell of a lot of hope that it'll last, but at least we're doing our best. Despite the fact that we're back "together", we're trying to focus more on our friendship and to just kind of let the relationship take care of itself. Maybe that approach will even work. I strongly expect that stranger things have happened.
Tomorrow is my first filming for dotBoom during the day, and I'm very excited about this. I've never been present for the filming of *anything* before. After that, I've plans for drinks with the lovely nausikaa2 and possibly Brian (not dotBoom Brian, the other one... dammit, I knew I should have stuck with using pseudonyms for everyone! oh well...) if he's in the mood.
Also, I know better than to go to bed at 4 am when I'm accustomed to waking up at 6. My body forgets how to sleep in sometimes... not that it's particularly happy to be awake, but it forgets that more sleep is an option, and a good option at that. That said, coffee makes all things better.
Hmm. Odd. A song written and performed by my ex has just come up on shuffle play library (which is not the song I have listed with this entry, because I already filled in what I was listening to when I started this entry, and I am right bloody lazy sometimes), I think for the first time ever (I have several thousand songs on my computer, there's a lot that doesn't come up all that often, if ever). I'd forgotten what a good musician he was/is. I hope he eventually decided to do something with his music.