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so i really dont know where im going in life
yay, im on vacation back in nanaimo, doing what i used to do but not so drunk like old times.
i miss old times.
when all the regular kids hung out in all one crowd, now everyones gone there seperate ways...
and now theres new kids hanging out with us,
and they all try to hard to fit in,
and they're just anoying now.
i wish they could all go away and die in a hole,
and all the regular kids came back.
so, i havnt seen my dad in a few days
its starting to feel like i live on my own
minus money for smokes and boose,
and food.
its quite lame
and im actually quite worried
he said he was going to be home at 4,
and he didnt come home at all today.
i really hope he comes home tomorrow cause i need moneyn for smokes
and i need to go grocery shopping again.
im begining to hate how my dads so busy with work and how he goes all over the island and is gone for a few days
especially sinc ei cqnt find my calling card to call him
so im pretty screwed
and im suposed to go to victoria monday
but i have no money for the bus.
soooo
i also have been wondering if boys are even worth my time
they all drive me crazy
and in the end i get nothing.
lalalalalala
i need a smoke.
yay, im on vacation back in nanaimo, doing what i used to do but not so drunk like old times.
i miss old times.
when all the regular kids hung out in all one crowd, now everyones gone there seperate ways...
and now theres new kids hanging out with us,
and they all try to hard to fit in,
and they're just anoying now.
i wish they could all go away and die in a hole,
and all the regular kids came back.
so, i havnt seen my dad in a few days
its starting to feel like i live on my own
minus money for smokes and boose,
and food.
its quite lame
and im actually quite worried
he said he was going to be home at 4,
and he didnt come home at all today.
i really hope he comes home tomorrow cause i need moneyn for smokes
and i need to go grocery shopping again.
im begining to hate how my dads so busy with work and how he goes all over the island and is gone for a few days
especially sinc ei cqnt find my calling card to call him
so im pretty screwed
and im suposed to go to victoria monday
but i have no money for the bus.
soooo
i also have been wondering if boys are even worth my time
they all drive me crazy
and in the end i get nothing.
lalalalalala
i need a smoke.