Nov 18, 2005 22:15
The fact that after about 3 months, i still miss him.
Ive almost not thought about him at all in the past 3 months, the odd time i did.
But i know i should hate him and just forget about him for what he did, but i cant.
He told me that he loved me to my face, said he never wanted to let me go,
Its just the fact that i kind of believed him for so long. I even promised that i would love him,
yet he lied right to my face, he told me that he never loved me, and that he loved her all along.
I miss him, when i shouldn't. I still love him, when i shouldn't.
Its almost a year since i first started talking to you.
You said those three words for a whole year and never ment it, and it kills me.
Its fucking bullshit.
So, Morningstar by AFI is officially my favourite song now.
Will you believe in me tonight?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I the ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?