is there a way i cant know all the answers?
ill close my eyes and think real hard
but i keep drawling blanks
i dont know anything
there questions no one can answer
but you...
if there is a way i can find them...
then im looking
but so far there is nothing
and i hate it soo fucking much
i hate that "not knowing feeling"
it makes you have that hole in your stomach feeling!
and it keeps you head spinning CONSTANTLY, with the WHY'S WHEN'S WHERE'S HOW'S WHAT'S and to top it all off, the WHAT IF'S! they are by far the worst!
you can always try and blok them out and tell yourself no to think it.
but there like a vilral infection...they never get healed and keep comming back till you find the perfect cure.
kinda like the ANSWER! the 934823947 answers i need to cure it all and wont have...for 11 months!
the not knowing is killing but the rmembering what was said last is what's keeping me to wait...how ever long.
iloveyou
but i keep drawling blanks
i dont know anything
there questions no one can answer
but you...
if there is a way i can find them...
then im looking
but so far there is nothing
and i hate it soo fucking much
i hate that "not knowing feeling"
it makes you have that hole in your stomach feeling!
and it keeps you head spinning CONSTANTLY, with the WHY'S WHEN'S WHERE'S HOW'S WHAT'S and to top it all off, the WHAT IF'S! they are by far the worst!
you can always try and blok them out and tell yourself no to think it.
but there like a vilral infection...they never get healed and keep comming back till you find the perfect cure.
kinda like the ANSWER! the 934823947 answers i need to cure it all and wont have...for 11 months!
the not knowing is killing but the rmembering what was said last is what's keeping me to wait...how ever long.
iloveyou