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man...
i feel like i have nothing
im in one of those sad moods..
been crying all day
it sucks
I havent seen my mom in 3 days
i miss her so much
shes in irving getting a job so shes staying there ...she got it so now i have no idea what shes doing...and shes leaving me here. like a ragged up doll..it feels bad for me to know shes doing this to me...i have no one...no one at all..no shoulder to lean on no shoulder there to cry on...its just me and myself...but at least i have my music...this is one of those entries i dont want to post cause i look at it and just cry
so much has gone on...i just odnt want to post anything... my dad wouldnt take me to bergs tonight. cause hes an ass. and kevin isnt going...he got his car..but hes still not going. sucks...preston hasnt called or talked to me...i miss nick. and alan soo very much. i wish i could just go over there and hang out with him. i think i will tomorrow. i just wish i had someone to be there for me ...schools doing bad...not like grades..just school...in the morning i have nothing to do. cause i've excluded myself from everyone...the only one who i consider a friend is lauren and thats all. part of me wants to stay in this shitty town because i know colin is going to be in it again. and i miss him soo much! i long for his touch..i just need to see him...and part of me wants to move to plano or somewhere else where noone knows who i am where no one knows nothing about me. all my friends are in plano.. practically my life is in plano. im just stuck right now. i need to find my way out. but right now...it just sucks.
i feel like i have nothing
im in one of those sad moods..
been crying all day
it sucks
I havent seen my mom in 3 days
i miss her so much
shes in irving getting a job so shes staying there ...she got it so now i have no idea what shes doing...and shes leaving me here. like a ragged up doll..it feels bad for me to know shes doing this to me...i have no one...no one at all..no shoulder to lean on no shoulder there to cry on...its just me and myself...but at least i have my music...this is one of those entries i dont want to post cause i look at it and just cry
so much has gone on...i just odnt want to post anything... my dad wouldnt take me to bergs tonight. cause hes an ass. and kevin isnt going...he got his car..but hes still not going. sucks...preston hasnt called or talked to me...i miss nick. and alan soo very much. i wish i could just go over there and hang out with him. i think i will tomorrow. i just wish i had someone to be there for me ...schools doing bad...not like grades..just school...in the morning i have nothing to do. cause i've excluded myself from everyone...the only one who i consider a friend is lauren and thats all. part of me wants to stay in this shitty town because i know colin is going to be in it again. and i miss him soo much! i long for his touch..i just need to see him...and part of me wants to move to plano or somewhere else where noone knows who i am where no one knows nothing about me. all my friends are in plano.. practically my life is in plano. im just stuck right now. i need to find my way out. but right now...it just sucks.